our day

wakeup/feeding petey
meeting with San Diego Girls on the Run about volunteering
petey vaccination appointment
almost died from seeing my boy cry real tears for the first time - and felt the pit of my stomach rotting for the next 30 minutes for putting him through that.
its for the best.
but still.....
kissed reid goodbye as we walked in the door and he headed out the door for work
lots of feeding and changing and cuddling the petey-poo post-vaccinations which included a major blow-out all over the kitchen rug. truly amazing.
first Girls on the Run event at 4S Ranch - 18 amazing young girls. so great.
figuring out if we're moving to a new/bigger/cheaper place or not. i want to and don't. blah.
more feeding and cuddling and talking to petey. he has a teensy bit of a fever. yet he still finds the ability to coo and smile at me as he's falling asleep. i mean, really smile at ME....and melts my heart.

productive.
but more importantly.
a new level of oh-i-am-so-smitten-i-would-do-anything-for-this-boy was reached today.
so this is what it feels like to be a mother.